Inside the Uncensored Mind of a Figure Competitor

Sense of calm washes over,

I’ve been here before.

Never on this stage or in this sport,

But this experience in my core.

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Being vulnerable

is where growth occurs

Stepping on this stage

Cultivating confidence, being sure.

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Knowing I did

All that needed to be done.

Prepped for months

Feels like I already won.

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There was a tribe behind me

That I hadn’t seen at first.

Been so damn focused

Trying to quench the thirst.

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The craving of more

The relentless pursuit of excellence.

Filled my tribe with members

And family with my king and prince.

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Proud of what I’ve created

Thankful for all those who support.

Let’s go do what we came to do, baby girl!

The ball is in your court.

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Competitors waiting,

Sizing each other up.

Looking around Can honestly say

I don’t give a f*ck.

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What I’ve got here

Is what I’ve got.

Doesn’t matter how anyone else looks

I’m taking MY shot.

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Shot at first,

The goal of perfection.

Chasing flawless,

Got that perfectly sprayed complexion.

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Tanned up,

GLOWIN’.

It’s time to put on a face,

Ready to start SHOWIN’.

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Excited and ecstatic,

All mixed with overwhelming calm.

Muscle built, body conditioned.

Time to fluff hair and put on lip balm.

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Lipstick be poppin’,

Eyes going to sparkle hard.

Watch out ladies,

I’m chasing that coveted card.

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Pro? First show?!

Nothing here to jinx.

“Knock on wood” just in case,

*sees judges* Hair flips, winks. ;)

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It’s anyone’s game

I’m here for me.

Time to make my tribe proud,

Special shout-out to team E3!

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Thankful for my coach,

Will be sure to make you proud.

Thanks for being in my corner, Dr. D!

Your cheers the loudest sound.

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Waiting to go now

The intention is set.

Let’s have some fun

They ain’t seen NOTHING yet.

***FINAL OUTCOME: I placed 2nd in this show, qualified for nationals, and intend to compete at a national level show in 2020!